Ran into Steve today for the first time since he broke up with me.
I was driving into one of the parking lots and he was walking towards his car. He definitely saw me before I saw him, since he was staring directly at me. I waved and smiled and he stared at me like a deer in headlights. I felt a tingle through my entire torso, but it passed as I continued and went to park. He was gone, which I expected, but the look he gave me of shock was just so unreadable that I can’t help but wonder what went through his head.
I make sure I always look great when I go to school, so I looked awesome. Had awesome sunglasses on and my windows were down, ironically playing Gotye’s “somebody that I used to know” which had just come on the radio. I was living life happy as a clam, so I hope he saw that and knew my smile was genuine.
I thought I was going to cry or something when I saw him for the first time, but I didn’t, mostly because of how he looked at me. I feel good right now.
